Crisp days of raking leaves - HA! Memories
of those take me back to our years of living in Montana and Idaho where great
dry masses of fallen leaves were as most of us think. I reveled in the swish
and crunch of walking through them, loved raking them and being buried within
the huge piles.
Here, fall can be a gooey, messy time of
year. All those beautifully-colored leaves do eventually fall and with our
perpetual rains they form a slick, heavy, sodden mass on the ground, which few
bother to even try to rake up. Cheery fall colors and glowing fields of
pumpkins and corn stalks slowly give way to wet, rotted leavings - some of
which are internal. Unlike spring, with its bright cheerful awakenings, fall is
a time of farewells for many of us. Farewell to summer, for sure, but also
ever-shortening daylight, colder temperatures, thoughts and activities that
often slow down and turn inward...
So, I was not too surprised when I glimpsed
the nest and found it ragged and deserted. All my "good
intentions" regarding it during the summer came rushing back. Discovering
it fully-formed and humming with activity during our glorious late summer days,
I checked on it each time I passed.
But I was busy with gardening, coming from
or going to the mail box, running those countless errands like we all do. I
fully intended to study it carefully, meant to photograph it and its
inhabitants in detail, pretty much failed to get any of that accomplished...
But it was still there, gracefully hanging
from the branch as it had from its beginning. This time, I took the time to
study it closely and what an intricate work of art it was!
Sometime last spring, a fertile queen paper
wasp emerged from hibernation and began the process of turning raw wood into this sturdy paper
home. She used her mandibles to scrape bits of wood fiber from fences, logs, or
even cardboard.
She then broke the wood fibers down in her mouth, using saliva
and water to weaken them. Flying to her chosen nest site - the thin branch of
this Kousa Dogwood - she added the soft paper pulp to it for support. As the
wet cellulose fibers dried, they became the strong paper buttress from which
she would suspend her nest.
The nest itself was comprised of hexagonal cells in which the young developed. The queen protected the brood cells by building a paper envelope, or cover, around them. She raised the first generation of workers on her own.
After they emerged, those workers collected food while she switched to only laying eggs. The larvae were probably fed pre-chewed caterpillars, while the adults fed on nectar. The nest expanded as the colony grew in number, with new generations of workers constructing new cells as needed, until it reached its final size. Many nests are typically small, usually a few dozen workers, but may contain as many as 100.
As fall approaches, colonies produce males and new queens, which leave the nest to mate. After mating, the new queens burrow into the ground where they spend the winter. All workers, the males, and the old queen perish around November, leaving any young behind in the nest to also die. Old nests degrade naturally over the winter months, so each spring new ones must be constructed by the new queens as the process begins anew.
It has been nearly a year now since my
second-oldest sister entered the hospital with a severe case of pneumonia. None
of us imagined she would be gone before Christmas. They say it takes a
full year, at least, to begin to adjust to such losses, but who are
"they" and what is a year when I'd known her for nearly 70? This
sister was 14 when I was born, left for college when I was 4, married and moved
away when I was 7. With the age difference and distance, it might seem that
we'd have nothing in common, but that would be wrong. We shared a love of
sewing, cooking, reading, the outdoors, the arts, and American Indian history
and culture. She was the one who showed and explained to me all the parts of a
living grasshopper and how to fish for trout in a cold mountain stream. She and
her family came back to visit every summer and the memories of those times are
priceless. We kept in touch - not as often as we should have, probably - with
letters, phone calls, and occasionally emails. She was the one who always said
"Oh, I intended to call you before now, but I just didn't get
around to it..." Yeah, I know how that goes.
A cold wind rustled the trees and a light rain began. I tossed the ripped-open wasp's nest into the woods and smiled. True, I never did study and photograph it while it was at its peak of activity, but its remnants were still beautiful and intricate. Perhaps I'll get another chance - for I'm remembering that new queen tucked safely away just waiting for spring.
"Don't cry because it's over.
Smile because it happened."
Dr. Seuss
Other fall meanderings:
awesome close-ups...LOVE the leaves and the wasp nest...all the intricacies!
ReplyDeletethis time of year...the cool and the crisp...the bare trees...makes me think about the past...letting go, out with the old, in with the new. new beginnings...and remembering those i have loved & lost...but who are still with me...
i'm NOT a procrastinator...but i DO find myself putting off phone calls AND emails!! often! ugh!
What a beautiful post! I am afraid of wasps and bees, but the nest is truly beautiful. Wonderful tribute to your sister. You will always miss her.
ReplyDeleteI love this post Barb. I'm so glad that the endings of this season of the year visited you with loving and memory thoughts of your sister. I'm sure even though you're unique in yourself her influence on you continues on in your way of looking at life and in posting these thoughts to each of us to receive and be blessed by.
ReplyDeletePeg
The Dr. Seuss quote crystallizes what you have so beautifully alluded to in your post.
ReplyDeleteThank you all for your kind comments. Yes, fall is a nostalgic time of year for me, but I think it is for a lot of people. Sometimes it's good to delve into those not-so-happy memories and glean whatever good you can from them. In this case, this abandoned wasp's nest was the vehicle I used to convey this. I think everyone can identify with grief and loss; it's so important not to get stuck there!
ReplyDeleteI continue to appreciate all you faithful readers and commentors!